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had a freaking nice day...morning was soso.....bt afternoon we went to tp house,lol i was so paranoid...cuz always went his house i would be playing his piano,n they will forget abt me while playing computer games....hahas,bt i still went to it...more fun than i expected though,at least we get to play halo n own jk ^^ hahas....bt after playin...looking at jk n nick,i felt like weird....like i was the one emoing bt i dunwanna emo....n weird thoughts appear agn,kinda like mood swing,irritated easily,bt i can control.... :D den arrived at scout n guides bbq late....ate afew of satay n drank alot alot of water.....den chiong to play soccer :D mbe had alot of thing held inside me...playing soccer release it lol....relief me of stress.....played like siao....n own the opposite like shit...even had a 3 winning goal streak bonus LOL.....all 3 consecutive goals,somemore the opposite team hv esmond,yi cheng n clive all the pro o.o...bt someone ended my freaking streak when c.s ,javier,yi dian n another guy i duno came join the opposite team...=.=lll i was like thinking OMFG impossible win le....bt still goal alot :D,enemy chase up kinda fast ltr on....n when the score is 9/7 the 4 went away.....for good i guess >:D hehee....bt too dark le,we got own kinda fast lol....score become 10/10 den the roy come extra say play street soccer....alot ppl went away..sianz....i goal half of the score leii..break my mood.....rest awhile den ltr i went play street soccer agn,walking behind the cheappos....when join the team horr...roy suddenly say his team go half naked play...LOL....i even asked nick 6 times to double cfm...so weird lol...bt still take off the clothes luh..when royce push me to be the goal keeper....fuck tht bitch _l_ ..... i hate goal keeper.....n juz when i dun wanna be he push me to be TT....n moreover i forgot i can bully sec 1 to be...sianz....aftr got bak to canteen,the senior they all said clean the place.....walao,last time even hv gg help de...nw gg like soooo slack...bt nvm la....cuz i had alot of fun at soccer ^^ ...while cleaning suddenly yy n rw called me..i was wondering wad its abt den suddenly ian call me...sianz...n yy nw dunwanna tell me wad she call me for......go home tht time went opposite buy bubble tea...come bak tht time saw jk n nick..suddenly got tht weird feeling agn.....like...they 2 r best friend n always share secrets wid each other,or perhaps kinda hate me abit bt dun dare say....n feel im the extra one...lol....went to the sec school for 2 years...didn find any best friend though.....mike too emo to be 1....yc too gl,ms too weird(as in ppl see him always call him dog n kinda got tht weird feeling abt him also...even though i dun hate him or anything...)n tp....too unactive....mf perhaps,might be good ba...bt he always cannot go anywhere de.......haiz...damn weird sia...i even find myself a weirdo...mbe live wid mum...kinda got tht dependence feeling from her...like no friend will die liddat...n worse enemy n fear is boredorm,stucking at home.....starting feel yu liang also mbe same as me....he also sometimes will emo...n mood swing hate ppl....guess he's kinda similar n paranoid as me ba.....except...we dun realli get along well hahas....i hate this...n the freaking weird feeling always come out when i misses out some outings....n will only disappear aftr...mbe good slp or go out play....even primary school tht time i didn went out much de also won't hv tht feeling....is went to sec school got de...always will hv weird judgement tooo....abt ppls...like nick,last last last campfire...mike sms me nick ask everyone dun ask me to go night walk....like wtfck.....n when i reach hor..he still can smile n say good zhuang u r here.....i duno is mike mislead me or wad....juz blur luh....most most most weirdest thing is...i dun get tht weird feeling abt girls...like they r evil or wad....lol...nwdays less mood swing...juz tht weird...feeling...is getting more n more often......hate it sia....hope jk n nick dun see this post...it might juz piss them off...break the thin friendship perhaps....

P.S. shino's getting fatter =.=lll help me think of ways to let her slim down